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Sometimes i wonder when my choices truly hold
When destiny comes and grab my life so bold
I always thought that i hold the clutches
When fates suddenly stops me in my hunches
I thought i could make decisions wide and far
Strong enough to change the course of a star
Sad to say that i was terribly mistaken
When life chances come all my plans were broken
But whose to say my little plans have failed
When the stars have a larger plan that had me nailed
A blueprint of the kosmos where my fate is sealed
As i only acquisce to the designs that come along my field.
To my only little self i would plan and listen
But there is a greater plan a voice would tell me to hasten
In my present i conjure dreams for me to unfold
But in the timeless moment before my birth my fate is already told.
i move i act i think i feel
But in the end i can only kneel
To behold the greater forces that astound me
And realize that they are one- My choice and my destiny!

Most of want to live our lives in full control of all that is happening. We always want to be on top of the situation. This is why we pattern our lives to the point of boredom where all the things that will be happening to our day, our week, our month, even our years would be all the things that we choose, do, and expect. We are in a sense, control freaks. There is no room for the unexpected. We have come to live our lives in full security just like living in a box. Our world has become a boring and controllable experience. Upon birth we are already insured and upon dying, all things will be taken cared of. We have already planned our lives until our burial day. Yet life and reality is really hard to capture and put in a box. All of a sudden, unexpected things happen. All our carefully laid out plans and concoctions will not work. All our preparations and visualizations and effort go to naught. For others this is a terrible nightmare. Yet still, this is where we can really begin to listen to the voice of the spirit and let the ancient power blow us to where our lives are really meant. It is true that we choose everything that happens in our life. It is equally true that accidents, coincidences and the stroke of destiny change the course of history. When circumstances change outside of our choice and expectations, it is time to relax, let go and listen to the voice of the spirit. This is where magic and possibilities open beyond our wildest imaginations. And life will prove to be not boring after all.:wacko: