I try to look for the positive in every day,sometimes it dosen't work. That's when I need other points of view or ideas of how to do so. I have God and one good friend.I need other human interaction so I stay grounded.Instead of being afraid to live trying to find a purpose in still being here,keeping myself useful.Some days are harder than others.I am makeing changes indiet to inprove health and going back to school planing this fall to study phyical therphy .a proud mom of a22 year old son who is in the navy with the religious ministeries deparment working with all different religions what better way to find the one that you are suited forhis belives are somewhat different then mine already he will find his way to the higer power in his own way thats what makes me proud of him he looks at all the info befor makeing up his mind