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Well I made it through the day:biggrin:The ninth graders did not get the best of me today. I need to get tougher on them, but I just hate to be mean. Most of the time they are harmless, of course there is always one wise ass in the class:dizzy: There is one child in that high school that I would like to beat the crap out of him. He is so careless with his life and others around him. Life is just one big party to him. His parents have not EVER tried to do anything with him. Now guys I know this cause I have had to deal with this child since he started school sixteen years ago!!!!!:10100: Honestly the good Lord must have some real plans for this child because in the last two years he has been in several serious wrecks due to booze, drugs, ect, along with other law problems. He is so disrespctive to everyone including his parents. When I hear some of these kids talking to their parents I understand why they talk to the teachers and subs the way they do. This is why God probably did not give me kids, because I would serously hurt them!!!!!!!! Actually I would hope that mine would have been raised not to make the decisions that would harm them and people that loved and cared for them.:sad: Ok this is depressing and I really had a good day.:clap:

I really don't know how to title something that really is about nothing. My day has not been the greatest so I guess that will be my topic.:sad:
Our second cold front is getting here so I really have had no relief with my feet and hands. I love the cooler weather, I tolerate it much better than the heat. I guess there is just no middle ground.:sad:
I spend a lot of time alone except when I am working at school. I guess that is why I like these blog sights. My sister lives about four hours from me so I don't see her often. She is on the computer and phone all day at work so she really don't want to spend her evenings doing the same. I have three nephews, and all are about grown so they really don't have time for me either. I really am not having a pity party, I just wanted everyone to understand why I write so much about nothing.
My sister does not really live that far but she also is a diabetic, and neither one of us can see well enough to drive in unknown territory!!!!:scared: My husband works six days a week, mostly 10 to 12 hour days so it is hard for him to get away also. Ok I think I am whining again:blush:
I was reading on this meditation thing and wonder if it would help me. I have trouble sitting still for very long, which would be a problem to strt out. I tried today to do the quick meditation and could not clear my mind. Lynn is home now wiht the football game going so I really could not clear my mind. He is getting hard of hearing and lord he can rock the house with his tv. It is a good that I don't watch much tv because I can not hardly hear the other one over his. When I do want to watch something it is live the battle of the volume here:sneaky2: When he gets up and goes to the bathroom or outside I turn it down and it takes him awhile to realize he is not hearing it as well!!!!!!!!!! Relief for a short time.:biggrin: It is a good thing that we don't have close neighbors!!!! I told you I write a lot about nothing:biggrin: I also get side-tracked real easy. Thats why I would never make a good writer.
I have a page on myspace. amd some of the kids at scool vist me regularly. They think I am a crazy woman sometimes, but hay I keep them entertained. I get up close and personal sometimes, maybe too close. One of my relatives told me I needed to get a life, well this is my life and I don't guess it is a bad one.
On the subject of blogs, and being affliated with one brings me to another topic. Is it wrong to write down for the public to read about your personal life? Should I be talking to God instead of the public? Well I do talk to God all the time. Sometimes I feel he is like my blogs and just does not answer. I know that he really does answer me in his own time but gee sometimes, no most times I am not very patient. I'm a right now kinda woman. That has made life hard for me at times. I wanna blame my parents but since they are not here to defend themselves I guess I won't. Romans 5:3-4 says "And not only so, but we glory in tribulation worketh patience; And patience, experience; and experience, hope:
I know one day I will accept that and it will be alright. That brings me to Romans 10:17-"So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the work of God"
I Watch Dr. Phill sometimes and I don't always agree with him or his methods. I also have never read one of his books but I remember him talking about "my" "Authentic Self" He said that each ofus are where we are in life by the choices we made and will make. This is true and it did not take Dr. Phill to tell me that, but how many of my choices would I change? I guess we all have parts of our life that we wish we could do differently, but for the most part I think I would not change many of my choices. My sister hates Dr. Phill. I told her he must have said something that hit a nerve. She says he gives bad advice..
I am sitting here rambling about nothing and taking up space. I hope all has a good evening.

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Well I did indeed wake up breathing this morning. It has not been a great morning, I guess the weather change is affecting me. I try to be glad that I can feel even if it is pain I feel. I have neuropothy in my feet,legs and hands due to my diabetes. I have many good days but when I have a bad day it usually very bad. I uses to have a high pain tolerance but it seems that slowley it dwindles. Sometimes it just helps to talk about it.

I was reading some of the members blogs and I feel real inadequate. I am a wan-a-be writer but just never had the ability I guess. I laugh at myself cause if people could see me sitting here they would crack up!!! I am a terrible speller. I blame it on my years of nursing, but I keep my handy dandy dictionary at my side so as not to look a total idiot.

When I sub at school I sometimes feel so dumb. I love it when I am subing in Chemistry or Algebra and the kids come and ask for my help!!!!!!!! I always ask them if they are kidding or what!!!! I truly love being with the kids even if I can not help them, I can usually find someone that can. Actually there is usually one child in each class that just gets it and can help the others, thank God for that

Well I guess I have polluted enough space for now. Hope everyone has a good day

It is a beautiful day. I love the cool weather. It has been so hot this summer that I could hardly wait for fall. We have been out of school the last three days for fall break and the weather has been perfect. I hope the kids are out enjoying the days.

I have spent another lazey day myself. I have not done much of anything. I guess I've been kinda lazey but it will be ok!
I found this site last night when I should have been sleeping, (you will find I do little of that) and thought I would try it out. I hope to make new friends here.

I love visiting and meeting people from other places.

I have lived here most of my life and have done very little traveling.

I guess I never really wanted to travel much but I like to learn about other places.

Well this is a start.

Hope everyone has a good afternoon.