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Dreams
Posted November 7, 2006 by littlegemini
I keep haveing bad dreams about my son JJ .He can't talk but in my dreams he does he says goodbye and tries to leave but I stop him he gets mad at me, goes back to his room and slams the door. I sit down and finsh my coffee so as to give him time to calm down.When I go to his room he looks up at me and says,' You always stop me.' Then I wake up.And I do keep him from running out the door,not to be mean ,but to keep him safe so he doesn't get hurt.My son is 15 and has many handicaps. Anyways my dream makes me worry. Am I holding him back some how?Is my fear of him getting hurt keeping me from letting him grow up? Oh I wish he could talk . I wish there was a school he could go to to help him learn. He goes to public high school now, but school and home are not the same and thay need to be. If I could find a school for autism maybe he would learn a lot more, but I live in a state that does not have one. At school he does a lot more for them than he does at home. Well anyway as you can see I'm confused. Any help out there ?
littlegemini
Dreams
Posted November 7, 2006 by littlegemini
I keep haveing bad dreams about my son JJ .He can't talk but in my dreams he does he says goodbye and tries to leave but I stop him he gets mad at me, goes back to his room and slams the door. I sit down and finsh my coffee so as to give him time to calm down.When I go to his room he looks up at me and says,' You always stop me.' Then I wake up.And I do keep him from running out the door,not to be mean ,but to keep him safe so he doesn't get hurt.My son is 15 and has many handicaps. Anyways my dream makes me worry. Am I holding him back some how?Is my fear of him getting hurt keeping me from letting him grow up? Oh I wish he could talk . I wish there was a school he could go to to help him learn. He goes to public high school now, but school and home are not the same and thay need to be. If I could find a school for autism maybe he would learn a lot more, but I live in a state that does not have one. At school he does a lot more for them than he does at home. Well anyway as you can see I'm confused. Any help out there ?
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just to say hello
Posted October 27, 2006 by littlegemini
well hello every one i wanted to take the time to tell yall a little about my self .im a proud mom and im trying to write a book .I'm very short big but cute hehe well i had to get a laugh out of you some how i love to make others smile ,and even though im not a pro at any thing i try my best my youngest son is 15 and has Spectram Autism,and other handicaps but he is my life and i love him .he had been threw a lot in is short 15 years from being born at 26 weeks to a kidney transplant in 1998 among other things well yall this is me if you just need some one to talk to im here or on http://myspace.com/littlefoot37324:smile:
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