I'm looking for you . I'm wshing on the brightest star in hopes your ok where ever you are.i say your name just to here me say it i dont want to miss you any more i want you to walk through my door I know you wont be that small little 3 year old boy you was the day yall left you just turnd 18 in augest I want so much to tell you how much mommy loves you and always thinking of you I wonder what you look like if your big or small. wondring if you rember me at all .I rember sitting on the back porch when it raind and how you would laugh when I'de jump cause the thunder cought me off gard you just thought that was so funny . i hope you had a good life with your dad i hope he is so good to you .well son mommy is looking for you i just wanted you to know. i think about you every day and hope your ok Patrick mitchell ryan reynolds mommy loves you .and never for got you .