littlegemini
Posted November 22, 2006 by littlegemini
I'm looking for you . I'm wshing on the brightest star in hopes your ok where ever you are.i say your name just to here me say it i dont want to miss you any more i want you to walk through my door I know you wont be that small little 3 year old boy you was the day yall left you just turnd 18 in augest I want so much to tell you how much mommy loves you and always thinking of you I wonder what you look like if your big or small. wondring if you rember me at all .I rember sitting on the back porch when it raind and how you would laugh when I'de jump cause the thunder cought me off gard you just thought that was so funny . i hope you had a good life with your dad i hope he is so good to you .well son mommy is looking for you i just wanted you to know. i think about you every day and hope your ok Patrick mitchell ryan reynolds mommy loves you .and never for got you .
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Mdenali wrote at November 23, 2006
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oooooooooooooooo I'm so sorry : ( . I feel so bad .. wish I could give you a big hug !
Mdenali
Cigi wrote at November 22, 2006
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Dear Littlegemini,
I truly love your poem, even though its sad. I hope that you are reunited with your son soon. I will keep you in my prayers. I too have a Son that I haven't had a realionship with for almost 10 years. I tried though, oh have I tried. Its him. He is so full of hate. But - I love him just the same. So much pain for you I know. I really feel for you! I was blessed to be with my son for 16 of his years. But I tell you, there's nothing worse when you no longer are. Its like a death. Especially when they don't have anything to do with you. However, even so - I do have a wonderful relationship with both of my daughters. And I have been blessed with so many kids today. They are like my own. My hope for you is that you can find your son, but until then, have some peace of mind that he is probably looking for you too ;-). Keep your chin up dear one. "Wishing you nothing but the best!" Your friend, Cath (Cigi)
Cigi