I am passive at first but once you get to know me i am a rather violent vegan.
I think i am way more optimistic that people give me credit for. Dont let the list of dislikes fool you. I am tangent prone.

Oh so many things but I think I will list my petty ones because they make me even madder than the ones that probably matter more. Sentimentality, romantic music, overly theatrical tenors, sexually charged men, actually a lot of menŅ I dont care if women are horny all the time, it usually dosnt effect me. Manipulative people, people who seem to be chronically angry.
About myself҅ being a crappie music sight reader being in choirŅ being a pushover, being passive, being unmotivated, being in school, being exhausted, not getting any physical activity, not being in good voice, school again, being insecure, my grandiosity, sexual confusion, big mistakes, my dependence on technology, on civilization. Sneezing it hurts me.
Bigger thingsŅ what civilization has done to nature. Including most peoples messed up psychology, and narrow view of life, and the way it causes people to mistreat everything around us. The idea of a ғhigher power separate and/or above nature, organized religion, postmodernism, people trying to live forever, the concepts of freedom, liberty, justice, peace, war, borders, nationality, value, tradition, progress, regress, names, ownership, god, language, symbolismԅ. Etc they are all subjective values that we attempt to realize as objective. They donŒt exist. And when we act upon them as if they do exist (as if they were truth) we confine ourselves and we ignore and trample the existence of nature. We see our gain of technology as progress even though it destroys the nature around us. We create an invisible line between Mexico and ourselves and act as though it were really there, we decide there is a god who meant for us to own pert of the earth instead of living with it. And we act as if no others should have it. We see ourselves as PEOPLE not animals, above the rest, when we are absolutely dependent and connected to the earth and the things we exploit in it.
I dont like what has become of us. I donҒt know if it matters because nature will sort itself out. But to me things seem way out of balance.